Trust and friendship. Biggest fears of my life. Made a huge mistake once, and now still stuck whether or not to change so that history doesn't repeat itself. Takes two hands to clap, guess i'm the unwilling one. Yesterday came to me that maybe this may really lead to another 'thing' from my past. True friends don't exist, someone once told me. That's an understatement cause they do. Just a matter if you re able to hold on to them before it's too late. Lesson learnt. Not really something i'm very fond of, quite stubborn-headed.
I just know that I want this to end and idk, start anew?