How interesting when you can relate things in the present to the past. Did some cleaning and rummaged through drawers. Came upon bagful of "letters" I received from my peers back in ssp. Good times, and bad times ofc.
I wonder how things will be if I didn't leave. Would i still be a middle-person during time of conflicts? Would my close friends remain my best friends or would they have gone their own paths to seek peace? Would I still be a lunatic-and-fanatic-of-trainings? Would things at home deteriorated? Would i still be having trouble choosing my roommates? Would i go all hungry when the clock strikes 10pm?
Someone once asked me, "So, did you regret leaving?"
And my response, "Bit of regret and half glad."
Things are not so bad, in fact, they're better. I met awesome people whom i'd be a fool not to meet. A waste. Well, things at home may have wavered but hey, life's full of ups and downs. Besides that, everything else is just the way i wanted it to be. And, thank God for that.